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So here we are again, the end of another year. Whether you like it or hate it, bringing a New Year in is compulsery.

Those hazy days between Christmas and New Year are all gearing up to the final crescendo. It's a time where we can easily slip into the habit of making worringly large lists of things we will and won't do.

We feel full of energy, a surge of possibility at the thought of a clean slate - and before its even started, we're staring at this list which already makes us feel overwhelmed.

I've been there. Maybe you have too.


And yet, the idea of intention is still a good one in my opinion.

These days, I still have my list, but I make sure to edit it right down to only the things that light me up properly. A few things that fit together in a way that I can achieve sustainably.


The one thing I'm focusing on this year is PLAY.

We've come out of a period of invisible warfare, that God damn pandemic and all the destruction it left.

We were told to stay home, then when it was safe to come out of hiding, we had to pick up from where we left off, which wasn't easy, was it?


This year found me promising I would take off gently. Set time aside for all the things I found enjoyment in over lockdown and to schedule my time with pauses.

I didn't do it.

In fact - I did the complete opposite.


What I've realised is that all work and no play makes Tam a very dull and confused girl.


Deciding to carve a career out in the Arts, whatever way that looks to you, is not an easy path.

It's generally done by those who feel a pull towards it and the ones who stay with it are the ones who have more of a compulsion than a pull.


So it seems logical that if we decide to follow this path, we should make sure that not all of it is geared towards commerce and that we find a way to grow as creative people, to learn and to find out what makes us tick.


Whatever way you're freelancing. Whether that be contracted on productions or going it alone - I've found that without any free time to explore what it is that I like to make, I forget what it is I even liked in the first place.


This is not good.


Austin Kleon, author of Steal Like An Artist, Show Your Work and Keep Going has this quote in one of his books. (I'll link them all at the end)



 

"Tell me to what you pay attention and I will tell you who you are"

Jose Ortega y Gassett

 

I have his book "Keep Going" by my bed - Always. It's full of nuggets of wisdom, really easy to read and you can flip through chapters and catch a few pages like a reference book.

If you haven't got these books, I highly recommend them.


So, I deciphered I needed more time to play.

Then got stuck, worried and anxious that when the calender flip to Jan 2023 came around, I wasn't going to have any idea how to do it or what to play with.


This is how I worked it out.


  1. What Am I Consuming (Aside From Anything To Do With Wigs Or Hair)

This could be on our instagram scrolling journeys, books, films, you tube, google rabbit holes etc etc etc.

It's important to stay away from your niche. As far away as possible to prevent how easy it is to borrow what someone else is doing out of fear you won't find something equally as interesting yourself.

Truth is, you never will if you don't try!



For me recently, I've been following a lot of illustrators on instagram. A lot. I really love how their industry seems to be so fully rounded. There are a lot of illustrators who write blogs, show behind the scenes, talk about the materials they use and show their process.

In fact it was an illustrator called Rebecca Green who inspired me to start writing this blog.

You can find her on Instagram @rebeccagreenillustration

Her blog is brilliant, its all about her process and there's a lot you can take from it even if you aren't an illustrator.


What are they doing that attracts you to them so much?

What are they sharing?

How could you incorporate that into your play? It doesn't have to necessarily be all about making "the thing".


Another illustrator is @Frannerd

Her sketch books are so good, to the point where I decided to root out mine (which has been blank for years) and start.





OK so Im not about to illustrate a book any time soon buuuuut ... Thats not the point!

It's about finding things that are fun to do, fuel ideas and exercise that imagination muscle.


2. Write A List Of My Obsessions


This is fun to do. I put mine in my sketch book. I didn't worry about the value of the things I found interesting. I just brain dumped it.

The plan is to keep adding new obsession list pages in the book as fuel to sketch.





For Christmas I got a book that I've had my eye on for a while about Pop Surrealism.



I've been reading a lot about this movement, watching documentaries and following pop surrealist artists on social media.

So, on my list are weird bears (please don't ask me to explain why) and above book.

I picked these 2, combined them and sketched.


3. Go Back Through All The Work I Did Last Year


And I picked out what I enjoyed making most.



By far my most favourite project of last year.

They talk about being in that flow state. Where time just flies by and you're in a zone.

This was that for me.


I worked out what it was about these wigs that got me so much into that flow state

- Lots of problem solving

- 3D shapes

- Air brushing them to finish


So far, what I've got from following these 3 steps are


- What I want to make more of

- A growing list of all the things I like which may serve as inspiration for the next piece or personal project

- And a way to document these ideas in a way that I can both enjoy and share (via blog and sketch book)


So theres the bones to my play time project.


As another example. It needn't have necessarily been a wig to choose.

I could have picked from my list ;


Gilding my window frames

and

Tiny glass beads

and

Miss Havesham


Which could potentially result in me having the most talked about windows in West Yorkshire?

Possibly.


You get the drift.


Lastly ...


4. Carving Out Time


This has been a really big bone of contention for me.


- Im just too busy - is my favourite complaint.


There are 2 ways to adjust this


  • Making sure you're booking in work with the allowance of pause times (this is a whole new area I could talk about, maybe another time)

  • The big elephant in the room ... Use scrolling time to create instead!

Have you worked out how much time you scroll through social media every day?

It's got to be at least an hour for even the most mind full of us, no?


Imagine what you could do in that hour instead.

An hour of reading something that inspires you and generates ideas

An hour of starting that sketch book, or some morning pages to brain dump

An hour of practising something you feel isn't quite there with whatever your type of creative work is

Making a mood board - Mine is on my wall in my workroom. I just print out images that Im drawn to and blue tack them to my wall.



Do you think this is a 3 step process you might be interested in trying?

Or maybe you have your own process?

I'd love to hear in the comments below and if you do have a go, send me some pics of what you're doing.

I'd really love to see.


So there it is. My first blog which probably has millions of grammatical errors and such like.

Please over look it.

I am after all, at the beginning of these new intentions.


Wishing you all a very Happy New Year!

Here's to an playful 2023


Tam

xox



 

A List Of My Favourite Books That Compliment What We've Discussed Here



Steal Like An Artist - Austin Kleon



Show Your Work - Austin Kleon



Keep Going - Austin Kleon




How To Be An Artist - Jerry Saltz



The Practice - Seth Godin

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Practice-Seth-Godin/dp/0241470048/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2OQNNSH9JIJ82&keywords=the+practice+seth+godin&qid=1672447098&s=books&sprefix=The+practice%2Cstripbooks%2C132&sr=1-1







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Want to talk about Pantomime



My first blog post so if you're reading this, thanks so much for stopping by.


The idea for this post literally fell out of my head after reading about the upcoming M.A (Master of Arts) in Contemporary Pantomime Practice at Staffordshire University, starting in September of this year.


Just the title of the course signals progression and progression, however much it may make us feel uneasy at times, is part of life.


What is an MA all about anyway?

Well, the way I would describe it is, its like a BA on steroids and then left to its own devices.

You pay an extremely high ticket price but it allows you time to semi privately experiment and innovate whilst brushing shoulders with gate keepers.


I'm sure there will be arguments for and against something as apparently high brow as an MA attached to an art form so steeped in tradition.


I mean I don't believe you absolutely need an MA in anything, but I love the idea that if you do want to take the academic route, there is an option to do so.

If I'd had the funds after doing my BA and there even was such a thing as an MA in wigs and make up.

I would 100% have done it.


A Master of Arts is an opportunity for a practitioner or side stepper to move up to bon a fide nerd ( and I mean that in a complimentary way). Nerds are my favourite types of people and I consider myself very much part of that club.


I did a bit of research to see how far pantomime had evolved from its beginnings

and found this fantastic introduction to the history of pantomime on the V and A website



The Palladium was a yearly thing for myself and my daughter when we lived in London and always marked the start of the festivity's. I'll never forget one of the first pantos I took my daughter, then 5 or 6 to. There was a puppet on stage, being managed by a hooman who cried out that nobody loved him. My daughter was clearly upset by this and waved her arm in the air and screamed

"I do!"


Nobody told her to shush. There were no disapproving looks. The whole audience was part of the show.

There is no other performance as interactive as pantomime.

This is what is so refreshing about it. Its inclusion, its wonderful ridiculousness and the ability for us to all remember not to take things too seriously.

Very important reminders in these dystopian times.


So I guess the next question is what new opportunities could an MA bring to the industry?


Please see my brain dump below.


These are the possibilities I came up with;


- Accolade, Recognition, Kudos

Theres no doubt (Im brimming with confidence here) in my mind that a number of industry people with MA after their name could potentially attract accolade.

Let's face it, as a society we all love to see tangible proof that someone can do something, it's a status symbol.

As much as its all fun and thrills and slap stick on stage, as with any performance, there is craft and creativity, blood sweat and dare I say it, even a few tears every now and then.

Accolade has an ROI (return on investment) which can show up as finance.

With finance who knows what could happen?


- Dames could be for life and not just for Christmas.

Look at the wonderful, brave work that Mama G does in using her Dame-hood to spread positivity and educate the younger generation to be kinder.

And could you even get your head around a Dame Race UK?

Definitely worth getting a new pair of bloomers for.


-There could be more shows, bigger audiences.

Which would mean more glitter, more lurex ... more shiny things in general.


-It might encourage more new ideas and more innovation.

I don't mean we should erase the panto we know and love, what I mean is that it could continue to be elevated and challenged via creative cross pollination.


The image of Dan Leno at the top of this post is a favourite of mine.

He reminds me of David Bowie during his Space Oddity time and his interest in mime. Bowie was mentored and trained by Lindsay Kemp who himself was involved in pantomime at one stage.


There is so much to pantomime and so many incredible performers have been directly and indirectly influenced by it.

It's part of our culture in Britain and we should want to see her continue to bloom.


My flutter with making some pantomime wigs last year has sparked this curiosity.

I thought it was worth a post.




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